Another blog post.

I only posted a couple hours ago, but it's 3am and I can't sleep :/
I figure I may aswell talk about stuuuuufffff.

This is going to make me sound stupid. And freaktarded, but idc.

So, imagine this;
It's christmas day. I'm on facebook, and I scroll down to the bottom of my news feed to see this,
______ is married to ________. ( i.e THAT GUY I LIKE)

Ruined my day.
They're not boyfriend and girlfriend,it's just a thing that the girl, we'll say her name is... Maddie, is simply an attention seeking hoe bag who is desperate to go out with ANYONE so long as it's a boy.
But she looks like a boy.

I'm not being hateful because I'm jealous. No, it's because we used to be friends and then she ditched me because she found someone who is more popular (and also slaggish because all the popular girls are) and she is...well, an attention whore.

Plus she KNOWS I like him, and you just don't go near the guy if your friend likes him, she did it even back when we were friends.

I was just thinking in my own little bubble the other day, you know day dreaming or whatever, when I realised that, in the space of one year, I had gone from hating her to her being my best friend to her being just a friend, then to me wanting her to be my friend (and how much of a sap do I sound????) and finally to where I am now, back to hating her again.

Also, I used to think, "wow, I used to think she was a bitch, I was so wrong."
No. I was so right.


I Fucking hate it.